I may be the only one here, and if I am, that's okay. So I may be the only one, but when I am extracted from my normal spheres of people and situations, my self-perception gets a bit of jolt. I don't really have an identity crisis, but rather a crisis of how to explain myself to people.
Can I say truthfully that I am "into music". Can I be into music even if I have a small list of people I like?
Do I need more time to myself or do I not?
How much time do I need to feel comfortable amongst completely new surroundings?
Am I am the only one that feels this way?
In a way, I think humans are always morphing, and I think that it is best. I find the most intolerable people are the ones who are unyielding to change and adaptation. The times can just be trying. Two weeks ago, I only knew one person in the whole of Britain.
Sometimes, it'd be so awesome if I could just write a screenplay that is my life and then just live it. Because sometimes I just want to know how it will all turn out.
You are not alone in your musings, friend. Disconcerting, though lovely, to sometimes realize you are not exactly who you always thought you were.
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