optimism.

At this juncture in my life, I feel as though I have moved to a postmodern (things aren't getting better and better) view of things. I have stopped making lists and goals and aspirations. Except I did make one fun goal, recently. But only one.

It's more like take it as it comes right now. Which isn't usually me.

Instead of being eternally optimistic, I really grab on to when things are really good. A really good day. A simulating conversation. Actually reading a book.

Yesterday was the first day in a long time when I felt energized and enthusiastic. The first time in probably weeks. It was terribly exciting.

It carried over a bit into today. Stunning. Let's see about tomorrow.